109 : Reality

Everyone has an ideal person in mind, but i was just wondering how many of us really get our ideal person?..
So far since form 4, i fell hard for 2 guys, both not my ideal, yet they were both similar..
Am i kidding myself with my ideal? Do i make sense?
To me an ideal guy is a guy that is perfect in my eyes, and totally out of my league.

Recently, one of my friend found a guy, not his type but he seems really happy with him.
Just really happy for him yet quite sad that im single..
I know.. There is nothing wrong with being single but i just really miss the warmth i felt when i hugged KL..
Just only today i woke up from a dream that i got to met him again...

Okay... I totally lost the aim for this post.. 

Anyways..
Prom was yesterday..
Performed a dance, went wild with friends on the open dance floor, and drop my camera and it broke..
Surprisingly, the only person that caught my eye was a teacher.. haha?

Too fancy?

Quite confuse with life's direction,
Ck

8: Hugs!!

Woke up feeling bitter today. I realize i haven't have a proper hug in ages!! A hug that will tell you that everything is alright, to tell you that people care and you are loved.

Hugs, everyone loves hugs. Hugs are not as personal as a kiss but can be shared by almost anybody, anywhere, anytime. :P Scientifically proven to increase your health, when you hug someone, especially your loved one, your body releases a "bonding" hormone called oxytocin aka, the love hormone. So, hug someone!! :)

I used to get a hug almost everyday from my close friends. I love giving hugs as much as receiving one. I love the comforting feeling when you hug someone, the body contact and all.. Since form one i had someone that i always share a hug with, however in form 3, he transferred to another school. Naturally, being a hugging slut i am.. I somehow had another friend that i shared a hug with almost everyday. He used to give me the biggest and tightest hugs!! Ahh!! I miss him so much!!
Now in college, i made another friend that love giving hugs. It was fine for the first few months however, I suspect he knows my sexuality though.. So i stopped with the hugs, just exchanging hi's and bye's now. Im soooo deprived of a proper hug now. lol..

P.s To all the plu's out there.. Do you find the feeling of hugging a girl weird?.. When you feel the "body" contact that turns on most guys.. lol

Love,
Klex