I just realize how pathetic i really am, not exactly in a depressed, you-should-jump-off-a-building type of pathetic, but rather a dumb type of pathetic.
Without realizing i do the most stupid stuff which people do notice..
Last week while working, i was clearing the waste food off a porcelain bowl, shaking the dense gravy off into a big bin, i was thinking to myself "Wow this bowl is really heavy", and boom! I dropped the whole bowl into the bin. Before i could even process what was going on i heard "I saw that!! Hahahaha", from a new work mate. Had to go into the kitchen and get it out.. First impression - Gone.
Was playing cluedo with few friends. I totally forgot i had a the "living room" card and when the super competitive M accused in the living room and lost, he demanded to know who had the card.. Which then i realize i did... EMBARRASSING!! Played all the old games with them too like "Split, categories and heartattack" too which resulted in me getting punish "indian drum" style, twice.
Wanted to drink water today, picked up the flask and saw there was only a bit of water left, thinking i could finish it and then boil more water, i poured the flask water into a cup. There were still excess in the flask so i took a sip from the cup and refilled the cup. "Damn there is still little more", i thought to myself, so i took another sip and fill.. And again.. and again.. Apparently, thanks to my awesome perception of volume quantity, i couldn't tell the water inside the flask was enough for 2 cups of water.. So i finished one cup of water on the spot just to finish the fill the flask again..
I often don't know what people are talking about. Even if they are topics of my interest. Its like i know only the tip of the ice bergs for each topic yet they always go into dept. And when they talk about it i pray they don't ask my opinions which they tend to do which result to me saying "er.. I'm not sure le.." with the blurest face in the world. Its not only that but i always say something totally out of topic which often results in stares from everyone..
Another reason why i am so pathetic, You. I fell in love with you and after 8 months the feelings are still there. :(
Basically to summarize.. i just realize how dumb and blur i am..
I should just dye my hair blonde and keep it that way..
Blurr~
Leonut
Without realizing i do the most stupid stuff which people do notice..
Last week while working, i was clearing the waste food off a porcelain bowl, shaking the dense gravy off into a big bin, i was thinking to myself "Wow this bowl is really heavy", and boom! I dropped the whole bowl into the bin. Before i could even process what was going on i heard "I saw that!! Hahahaha", from a new work mate. Had to go into the kitchen and get it out.. First impression - Gone.
Was playing cluedo with few friends. I totally forgot i had a the "living room" card and when the super competitive M accused in the living room and lost, he demanded to know who had the card.. Which then i realize i did... EMBARRASSING!! Played all the old games with them too like "Split, categories and heartattack" too which resulted in me getting punish "indian drum" style, twice.
Wanted to drink water today, picked up the flask and saw there was only a bit of water left, thinking i could finish it and then boil more water, i poured the flask water into a cup. There were still excess in the flask so i took a sip from the cup and refilled the cup. "Damn there is still little more", i thought to myself, so i took another sip and fill.. And again.. and again.. Apparently, thanks to my awesome perception of volume quantity, i couldn't tell the water inside the flask was enough for 2 cups of water.. So i finished one cup of water on the spot just to finish the fill the flask again..
I often don't know what people are talking about. Even if they are topics of my interest. Its like i know only the tip of the ice bergs for each topic yet they always go into dept. And when they talk about it i pray they don't ask my opinions which they tend to do which result to me saying "er.. I'm not sure le.." with the blurest face in the world. Its not only that but i always say something totally out of topic which often results in stares from everyone..
Another reason why i am so pathetic, You. I fell in love with you and after 8 months the feelings are still there. :(
Basically to summarize.. i just realize how dumb and blur i am..
I should just dye my hair blonde and keep it that way..
Blurr~
Leonut
