264 : The Right type of Motivation II

If you guys remember the instructor that I've posted about in  The Right Type of Motivation, as promised, here yea go! The motivation to my exercise..

Charming eh? My type la.. lol

Happy Sunday everyone!
Hope you have a great day!

Love,
Leonut

Acting on impulse, losing control of my emotions..
My fault..
Shouldn't be poking around the fire..

Hope the person that it was intended for did not read it..
If he did..
I'm sorry..

I don't mean it..
It just..
I'm really losing control of myself lately..
Been feeling so tired and frustrated with everything..

I wish i can just disappear from the world a while..
I think i should start meditating before sleep again..

I'm sorry..
Hope you feel better soon.. :'(

262 : Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas in July guys!
Apparently its kinda a Christmas Celebration held in July for countries such as New Zealand and Australia to get the "cold winter" feel for Christmas instead of the blazing sun in December.

Day started off horrible though..
8 hours of sleep and still i was so tired throughout the day which made me grumpy..
Wasted 3 hours in the afternoon just to get into a class which the teacher just sucks.

Computer work today and he didn't even stop to take a breath,
clicking away and expecting us to follow every single step,
worst thing was he scolded the class for talking when he was "teaching" when everyone was actually asking each other what was the next step,
the whole class didn't even know what was going on..

Went to the gym to cheer myself up and i ended up leaving the class halfway through.
Felt so annoyed somehow..

It was quite random but Mrs. Claus came in during another class and gave out coupons for a luck draw.
Kinda brighten up my day.
The whole gym was lighten up with laughter and jokes when she came in.
She was the head coordinator for all classes. LOL
Didn't win anything though. >.<

Was in the locker room today when a couple was using the locker beside me.
"Eh.. i buy you protein la.. Become nice and strong for me."
"Yerr.. I don't want.."
"People say its good wor.."
"Aiyo, people say you believe ah? Lets go la."

They were too cute la.. lol

Anyways.
Just remembered there are no such thing as bad days la..
Mrs. Claus and the couple really cheered me up.

Merry Christmas guys!
Love,
Leonut

261 : The Right Type of Motivation

Everything you do, when lacking of motivation,
You just need to find the right spark to keep the roaring fire within burning alive.

The long awaited Sundays has arrived!
Wasn't easy, but i manage to ditch my friend for an hour and a half.
Made my way to my class with the cute ass instructor!
My usual spot was taken so i had no choice but to stand right in front of the instructor's platform.
And the cardio class began.

The whole time during class i was practically few steps away from him,
Damn, the view was awesome..

Half way through the first track he lead forward,
Making eye contact, he said :
"Com'on! Work for it!". (WOOT!)

At one point when we were in a circle facing the middle,
I so happen to be where he was standing.. (or plotted to be >:3)
Legs tired and hurting, my energy level was dead low..
Then unexpectedly, running on the spot next to me, he looked at me.
"How are you feeling? Good? Well, You and I, to the center! Lets go!"
Happy screaming boy within me, motivation boost X1000!
High knee run all the way throughout the rest of the way.
SEMANGAT!

After the whole workout, i manage to catch him after his bath..
Sexiness, only in a pair short shorts and walking out wet..
Nice big chest, rock hard abs and pointy nipples...
Lol, cloud 9..

Anyways..
My point is..
Someone hot can be such a motivational boost sometimes..
or rather always?

Can't wait for next week!

Teehee!
Leonut

260

I know I'm going to sound like a sore loser..
But just once i really want to celebrate my birthday with friends..

Every year and everyday i see people posting pictures of birthday parties they get on their birthdays,
or at least going for outings and dinner with friends..
Just once i really want to have something like that..

This year on my birthday, i didn't even get to see anyone of the people i love..
I didn't get a wish from the guy i gave my heart to,
nor any presents..

Just like that, at the end of the day, without friends or family,
I looked to my twin brother and said,
"There goes our special day.. Happy birthday bro.."
and it was over..
I understood the little smile he gave me,
expressing how pathetic our birthdays were..

Yea, i know.
I'm not popular, I'm not good looking, I don't have close friends..
Maybe that's just my life..
I'm just a whining baby..
I sound so stupid..

Enjoy your birthdays everyone.
Leonut.

259 : Virginity

Your virginity.

Does it or did it matter to you?

Some group takes it as a symbol of purity.

A Symbol of their self control and patients in waiting for the right guy..

One day, their prince will come and they will surrender themselves completely without the slightest of hesitation.

In the other hand,

Another group of people says your virgitny is nothing.

That it isn't important and wouldn't matter if you had it or not.

That it's stupid to be holding out on something so good..

Recently, I made my choice on what it meant to me.

What does it mean to you?

Leonut 

258 : Bitches be bitches

Bitches be bitches.
Slapping their way to victory.

Khai sent me a link today.
I clicked it, press play and laughed my ass off..
Never in my life i have played such a nonsensically game and yet it was tastefully done.

If you guys are bored and not horny you should try it out.
>>> Rosecamellia

Have fun!
Love,
Leonut