320 : I'm not stupid

I'm not stupid my dear colleagues.
Just because i present myself as a hyper and playful person doesn't mean what ever i say is senseless and not important.
As a matter of fact it is the other way around.

I'm stupid in your eyes just because i don't talk about the senseless crap you guys talk about?
Get a life.
Broaden your knowledge about the world and be more open minded about the things you don't know.
Just because your small feeble narrow brain of yours can't comprehend simple general knowledge i talk about doesn't make me the stupid laughing stalk in the whole conversation.
Oh no my dear colleagues.. never.

Like a simple German dish called the Pork Knuckle. Yes, it is the knuckle of a swine. People eat that. The moment i was laughed at for eating a so call "weird and disgusting" thing just made me realize how dumb all you guys are.

An arm full of tattoos is call a tattoo sleeve. Use its proper name rather then using 5 sentences that could be replaced with one simple common word. Telling me "yea, whatever, the arm tattoo things"? Yup, my respect for all of you just dropped even lower.

Been 4 months since i started working with you guys and with each passing day i worked with you all, it brought me closer to the realization that the whole group of you are just plain dumb. I'm happy i have reduced my work shifts every week yet somewhat sad to see the whole group of you "popular" kids rubbing your stupidity onto others, dumbing them down to your level.

I do prefer to sit by myself far from your lunch table because i find it completely pointless to talk to you all. Listening to you guys talk about how you get piss drunk everyday and your "adventures" to get home in your intoxicated state every night doesn't amuse me.

Don't tease and call me anti-social.

I choose not to be laughed at every word i say. Taking yesterday as another example, you guys were talking about cartilage piercings and I was laughed at for saying "industrial piercing" because non of them heard of it before. Yes dumb fucks, there are such things.

Knowledge is power, not a big mouth and narrow brain.
THINK before talking. Impression on people is key to a success.
As i dig a hole and bury my respect for you guys 6 feet under, I'm happy you guys are such a close gang knowing monkeys travel in packs.

Till the head chimp backstabs you all dumb ignorant fucks,
Lots of Love,
Leonut :)

171 : You remembered!!

"I thought you forgot about me liao. haha!"

Like are you fucking serious? I have only felt this degree of annoyance and frustration when this supposedly "smart" comeback to my greetings have been used on me. What the hell is wrong with people??

Its always like this. Am i the one that is expected to initiate conversation?? Why cant you start it? A few months ago I private message a friend and his first respond was "Wah!! You remember me!! Can open a bottle of champagne already". I just felt so annoyed. And here today another one gives me the same bullshit!

I just feel so frustrated I'm like always the one that wants to keep the friendships. End of form 5, everyone goes "Keep in contact k? Will meet up often and all". SUCH A FUCKING LIE!! Seriously, I'm starting to not bother keeping in contact with people already.

So call best friends of high school. I private message them asking how they are and they give me all these one worded answers and then no reply. So that 5 years together was a bloody set up?

Before I came to Australia i called a "close" friend asking her if she could met up with me before i left. Just to catch up and talk. She told me "ohh!! I will call you next week and tell you when okay? Can call the whole gang too! Shall meet up before you leave k?" It dint bloody happened. She dint even bother telling me if she was free.

All this friendship crap is fucking NONSENSE!! I am so bloody frustrated. Why cant you guys be the one that look for me instead of me for you? Am i that insignificant in your life? All the time spent together just down the drain? I feel so stupid even trying to talk to you all when you all obviously don't even put effort into talking to me.

Seriously..
Dont fuck with me with all these "You remember me!" crap when I talk to you.
I'm already bloody down on my relationship status, I dont need you to add on.
My patients to these poppycock shit is drawing very very thin.

38: Personal Space, Follow the rules

Dear _______,

1. Im sure you understand the term "personal space". I can tell you are not an observant person as my body language when i so call "hug" you back, clearly indicates that i am unwilling to do so. Yes, it is clear that i am a hugging whore but that too, only applies to a hand full of girls and every guy. You, my dear friend, is not in the list of girls im happy to hug. I don't like the feeling of your boobs pressing on  against me, its frankly not a feeling a gay man want to feel and its the most uncomfortable feeling i've felt so far. The way you hug me just enforces my sexuality and reminds me why i prefer men. Yes i know i seem close to you but frankly this hugging events that i'm forced to go through has caused my feeling towards you as a friend to deteriorate. When i hug you with only one hand cause i'm unwilling, you have no bitch right in the world to tell me "i want a proper hug, not some shit stupid one handed hug". My dear, i don't owe you anything and my tolerance towards you is reaching critical. One day, when i tell you off, i know our friendship will end but i really don't mind now, you have brought me nothing but discomfort and you have even used me before.

2. When you do not pass an audition for a dance, it clearly means you are not good enough to participate in the dance. Do you feel pathetic going around joining other auditions just so you can join the event? We are all give only 3 audition styles to pick, 3, that's the rules. Three.  You are at your 5th audition style and only made it into 1, your FIFTH. The worst thing is you ask for an audition for the next dance style immediately after you find out you dint make it. Do you have any pride left? You broke the rules and so far no many has noticed. I've failed you in your 4th audition dance style for this as another main reason. Don't have high hopes of getting in your 5th dance style, I will work towards it with others to stop your attention whoring. Yes, i know i may seem evil, but dear, you are not that good as you think you are. Step down from your pedestal you put yourself on.

Love,
Klex