307 : Back to Reality

".. and dancers on stage"

Each of us walk out on to the pitch dark stage, using the countless practices before to navigate ourselves to our positions. We crouching down, and waited..

The music starts.

The strong speakers send pulses and vibrations across the stage and the theater, each beat sending a signal through us, to our eardrums and sensors. Everyone stays still, counting silently to ourselves, the tension builds.

"5, 6, 7, 8.. Te Dum!"

Everyone springs into life, blinders flash, spot lights turn on and a colour wash fills the background. Each dancer moving to our coordinated steps, building the vision our choreographer had intended for our piece. I looked forward to the audience, and the rest was muscle memory.
Before I knew it, we were taking our bows, partying on the stage and the curtains closed.

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3 days of awesome performances with friends are finally over.
Back to reality that exams are approaching like a meteor to the dinosaur ages.
No more using dance as an excuse, bohoo!

Enjoy your Sunday!
Leonut

234 : Exam Fucks!

I'm suppose to stop blogging a while but something happened today that just annoyed the hell out of me.

First paper, i was.. fairly ready?
Was calm in the exam hall. The number of seats was really breathtaking!
I was allocated a seat under an air vent blowing hot hair. I got used to the sound but i couldn't hear the last announcement out of the multiple housekeeping rules due to it. An invigilator came over and handed me the question booklet. Exam started and i started answering the questions.

Throughout the whole exam the girl beside me was sleeping!!! I don't know why but i just got distracted by her. She honestly never even lifted her pen! Not a single word written. I think it was the way i was comfortable sitting that i can see her movements at the corner of my eye. I seriously cannot stand people sleeping through an exam. Parents paid so much money for course fees and you just sleep it away even through the exams?? Pft!


Then it happened.
2 hours into the exam, 5 questions down and 3 more to go, i decided to take a 10 seconds break. I put down my pen and look around. Then i started to notice something.. Everyone had alot of papers on their tables.. It was weird.. I looked around and realize something.. HOLY FUCK!! I'm one paper short!!! And i dont even know what paper is that! Question paper?? Instruction sheet?? I quickly raise my hand and the same invigilator that gave me the question booklet came over. She seemed nice, an old women in her late 50's wearing pink.. HELL I WAS WRONG!! A fucking Dolores Umbridge in her bitchy flesh!!

I felt like slapping her!!

Excuse me madam, I really sorry but i was looking around and realize everyone has another sheet of paper with a logo on top. I didn't get that sheet of paper.
 
You didn't get it?

No I did not.

That can't be! I put one in every booklet.

No, I honestly did not get it.

Are you sure?

Yes i am!

Well, did you not listen to announcements?

I'm really sorry but i couldn't hear it clearly just now and the exams started.

You should have raised your hand earlier, the exams are more then half way over! I shall go talk to the senior advisers and let you know. Maybe they will come over to talk to you later.

Okay, is it important by the way?

Of course it is!

The whole time i was talking to her she was just smiling. She kept insisting she gave me the paper. What? I hid the paper and asked for another one??? Dumb bitch!! And then she walked away like nothing happened and came back 10 mins later with the paper.

Here is the paper. You have less then one hour left to complete the whole exam and this too. Good luck!~

And again!! With the stupid happy tone and smile!! WHAT THE FUCK?? I literally started panicking! My whole body started to shiver and my mind just went blank. 1 more hour for 3 questions and what ever shit was on that paper and all because she "gave" me the paper!! My time allocation gone and i just started scribbling every crap i could for the last 3 questions.

The whole time in my mind was "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!! THERE GOES MY HD!! MY ONLY CHANCE OF A HD AND THERE! GONE CAUSE OF HER!!"

I ended finishing the paper 10 mins before the end time and i opened the paper. "Replacement for question 2". WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!

I just shut the paper and nearly cried..
I just read the paper but my mind was blank.. and i didn't change a single thing on my answer..

Sat there till time was over and handed up my paper.
When i was packing to leave, dolores walked by and gave me a smirk..

FUCK YOU BITCH!!

Leonut!
  

233 : M.I.A

Gonna be missing in action till end of next week due to exams..
Haven't been studying well though..
Getting distracted for some reason...

For one thing is that someone has been appearing in my dreams a lot lately and its knocking me out of my focus from the second i wake up till the moment i sleep  and not in a good way.. I was thinking about him, thinking bout me, thinking bout us, what we gonna be, open my eyes, it was only just a dreeaaammm!~~~

Lol! anyways, hopefully the studying mood will kick in..
Can't afford to fail anything and yet i foresee just shit ass results..

I was lucky i manage to get a good enough result for college to get to Australia with all the worst type of distraction and all.. Pray i would be able to pull another miracle..

Wish me luck..

Leonut..
Will still be tweeting though. :)

98 : Numb

Numb.. Stressed.. Frustrated.. Annoyed..
I'm getting very moody and emo because of the weather..
Because of exams.. because of the direction my life is going..
Because imy..

My eyes hurt..
When i go to sleep.. i see you..
I have the similar dreams as the past..
Every single time..

Part of me refuse to believe..
I'm holding on..
I'm doing things that conflicts with everything i want to do..
I dont believe..
I need to focus..

Fly?..
Ck..

97 : Exams

Half way writing a letter during the english paper..
"Attention students, you have 5 mins left, please ensure that you write your name, write your......"
Ck: "FK FK FK FK FK FK FK FK FK"
I rush through the whole damn letter. Thank god it was a letter of complaint, just bitch about how fictionally unsatisfied i was. That moment, i literally saw a B flash in my head, i saw my ATAR dropping, my uni applications rejected, me crying when the results came out. OMG! its only the first paper and all this flashing in my mind. lol

Ck: "SIGN THE NAME AND..."
"Times up, please put down your pens!"
Ck: "YESHHH FINISHED!!"

And then i looked at the content that i just wrote down... I couldn't read my writing.. 1 down, 4 to go??

Lol,
CK

14: 4 days to freedom!

1 paper down, 3 to go!!
Damn exam has to have a break on Thursday.
Till then!!
*muaks!* :3

Love,
Klex

4: Exams!

Exams are coming, assignments due,
The question now would be :
"To dance, or not to dance?"
So many dance events going on.
PRAY for the will power to refrain from dancing. :P