219 : Random Convo

Was having a random conversation with Malimo today morning.
Todays convo just made me giggle to myself during my lecture.. lol! 

Anyone willing to help malimo live his dream? lol!
Funny thing is after class, i went shopping with my sis and i did get a 2 in 1 shaver and trimmer.. Haha, guess who is going to be busy today?

On another note,
Happy Teachers Day!!
I miss my add-math teacher. Even though i failed 5 out of 5 of her exams. She never gave up on my hopelessness and incapability of  numbers and still thought me and gave me extra classes eventhough my mum already had given up hope. I still got an A for SPM.. haha
And also to my english teacher that i had out to in form 4 and was still damn cool about it.
I miss you both!
The rest of the teachers too..
Maybe..
Lol

Hope you had a good Wednesday like how i had!
Lots of Love,
Leo

218 : Flirtationship.

Flirtationship  Noun [flurt-tee-shuhn-ship]

1. A relationship where both individuals flirt obsessively but nothing will happen between them.
2. More then friendship, less then relationship.
   

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Flirtationship. Anyone in one currently?
I am in a flirtationship with someone. Pinky promises, playing rock paper scissors and a good night kiss before sleeping everyday, all over skype. Yup, he is in Malaysia. That i really don't mind. We just flirt and tease(non sexual) each other alot. I'm clearly not expecting anything to happen between us currently but maybe when i get back to Malaysia things might unfold.

In the mean time. Someone has been trying really hard to persuade me to say yes to him. I don't know what he sees in me that made him hold on like this. As if you think 2 rejections would be enough. He only met me over facebook too! But anyways, he made an agreement with me. I will never ask him to stop or go away, he can try his best to persuade me but i don't have to acknowledge his persuasion methods. When he gets tired, he will move on or the other way round..

I think i just gave someone rights to flirt..

He was talking to me yesterday and i nearly did something that made me wonder what have i become.. I nearly flirted with him. I really have no idea what I am doing these few days. Would the feeling of exile and loneliness from this foreign land actually make me play with his heart? No. I will never do such things.

There is a thin line between loving someone for that person and loving due to loneliness. And i better get myself together before i become the one thing i hate the most.

Love,
Leonut.

Finally got half my wings! Passed up all my assignments for the semester. Another half will be after my exams.. haha!  Realize i missed alot of interesting blog posts for the pass week... Have a good tuesday!

217 : Stuck in the Middle.

Ever got stuck between two people's conflict and don't know what to do?
Both sides tell you their part, both having their stand and both not in the wrong.
Siding either of them just seems unfair for the other..

While talking to a friend recently, he told me about a problem he was facing.
A close friend of his stopped talking to him completely, without an apparent reason.
He was quite bump and down about it as they were previously very close.
Although he kept his friend anonymous, i knew who he was referring too, and the reason too..
I felt bad.. the fact that i couldn't say anything..  Both parties told me things and i can't tell either of them..

Another is between my close friends, the were in the relationship before but broke up a while back.
The guy obviously still likes her and he does the sweetest things in my opinion for her..
The girl however, doesn't feel the same.. And they both tell me stuff too..
You cant expect the girl to be in a relationship when she doesn't feel the same way right?
Anyways.. Stuck in the middle.. I really wish i can advice them but its impossible to give an advice without being bias to one's feelings knowing how both of them feels..

For the first story, i'm just going to sit aside and hope it unfolds by itself..
The second however..
Sign..

Love,
Leonut.

216 : New bloggers!

Wee! So many new bloggers coming up!!~
A friend of mine recently started a blog too!

Zumpling Zoodles!! Hehe! Making me hungry! :P

Other interesting new bloggies that came up recently!
JokerPJ
Jason's corner (The 3rd jason?. lol)
Shadow Wind


Haha! I think i'm going nuts soon..
Brain not working.. Tehehe!


Happy Reading!
NOODLES!!!

LEoNutT~~

215 : Finger

Go ahead. Put your finger on the dot..

Lol, just something really cute i found on my aimless internet scavenging..

3 assignments due one after another..
My mind is just blank most of the time now..
One more due on monday..
Time to get started!

Hope everyone has a nice weekend!
Love always,
Leonut.

214 : Grudges

Do you guys hold grudges?..
I found myself not holding any grudges recently..

Honestly, i let go of grudges quite fast..
I forgive easily..
But i never have the courage to take the first step to talk to that person again..

When i get hurt, or really pissed, i just shut that person off totally..

When i was form 5, i was back stab and accused of something i did not do by a close friend of mine even though i was the one who defended her. Just sitting 2 chairs away from her in class, i can't believe i never once talked to her for almost half a year. Later, we graduated and our paths never crossed again.. I sincerely regret my decision but i don't dare talk to her again after so long..
I just don't..

I guess since that, i don't hold grudges anymore..
Life is too short to to keep a ball of hatred inside you.
Forgive, forget and pray it never happens again..
If it does, fuck you  just leave them be..

Love,
Leonut

Just a little update.. Been having lots of assignments due these few days.. One due in less then 12 hours and i just barely started.. Getting really frustrated at myself for never being able to focus.. :(

213 : 31 556 926 ticking seconds

Exactly one year ago, a naive little young boy decided to sign up for blogger,
Ignorant to the gay world, he decided to start a plu blog,
Lying on his living room floor,
The puzzled boy struggle to answer 2 questions :'Blog Url'? 'Blog Title'?
He decided to use the term "Parkinreverse" as a url, since its catchy, after watching a youtube video. And a friend told him "thanks for letting me RANT to you.". Tadahh! "Ranting of the Boy." was born.
Typing out his first post titled "friendship or truth" after being constantly nudge by a guy he fancied, in fear he will lost a friend if he told the truth.
Within that year, he came out to him and they were still close.

Man.. i grew so much in a year!
I learned so much,
how people act, how people can change, how to stay strong, to forgive and never hold love grudges, and to be more matured in mind.

Little history on why i started blogging.
The first blog i started reading was the blog of Simon Lover, of course for the same reason most people read his blog. For the kinky adventures he has and the drool stimulating pictures he posted. Checking everyday for his next update, and always impatient for the next post. But soon, I found the blogs of Clayden and Tuls. I was genuinely jealous of the love stories they posted daily, wishing i would get my chance one day, to have someone to share my day with, to have little stories to tell and immortalize in writing form..  And so the idea of starting a blog slowly grew and months later i actually started one. I started posting the little problems i had and stories i had to tell, then it lead to heart breaks and recovery. I am still patiently waiting for the time i will have someone to share little stories with.. In the mean time, i shall remain hopeful.

I am really glad i started this blog. I met so many people from blogging.
Some that i even grew close to and many that helped me through hard times.
You know who you are!

Hope everyone will have a good day today.
Happy Birthday my dear blog!
And,
Happy Birthday to my beloved Sister!

Lots of love,
LeoNut!
08.05.2012