381 :

Cooled down, talked everything out and everything is fine now..

Guess what people said is true, secret to a long lasting relationship is to fix problems not throw them away.
I'm that bitch in fault in the whole thing.

I know there are a million things you can actually complain about me but most of the things I do I really don't feel I'm doing wrong.. If i make sense?.. Which makes me kinda an ass?.. I don't know.. There is still a lot for me to learn...

Lots of cracks in the mirrors and we are still patching them up.. I know the cracks will always be there but lets not look at ourselves through the cracked glass? or get a fucking blow torch and melt the cracks away!

The day you left back to Malaysia we made a promise on the bridge. Locked our padlock on the rail of the bridge, and the key with you in Malaysia. Stitch <3 Puppy. Our relationship ain't going anywhere anytime soon and the padlock too unless they chop down the bridge.. lol

Thanks all that gave me advice and a shoulder during the past few days.
Love you guys for your support!

Lots of love,
Leonut

367 : It's not okay to be Gay?

I know the documentary is a year old, but do take time to watch?..

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I have always gotten emails asking for donations or Signatures to help the Ugandans PLUs, usually with "'Kill the Gays' bill" in its topic. Just giving my support in terms of signatures, i never knew the seriousness of the situation there.

The documentary is an hour long, and i'm sure most people wouldn't want to watch it but when you have the time please do.
Everyone says Malaysia's PLU society has always have it bad, same sex couples can't even hold hands or show the slightest amount of affection without being judge or discriminated by glaring eyes but imagine how we already have it good that we don't have to live in fear we of being found out.

Imagine being gay will get you a life imprisonment or even a death penalty?

Watching the whole documentary gave me a mixture of depression, sympathy and frustration.

Depressed that everyone there share the same hatred towards the Gays.I know the documentary wouldn't reflect 100% on what is happening in Uganda but even from the little bit showed, there is no signs of change anytime soon. Just thinking about the people around me, its really obvious that most young adults and teens are okay with gays while the hatred and fear stays with the older generations or the really religious. At least when the older generations "expeires", a new more open minded generations will take over.

Sympathy seeing how badly the gays got in there. Being gay loses you your family and friends immediately. Pity them after seeing their living conditions and their fear.

If you watched the documentary till the around the 44th min, tell me if you get frustrated. Just speechless and annoyed seeing how their mentality is fixed towards the gays. They even have newspapers that publish names  of gay people. Imagine seeing your name on the newspaper with the word "gay" plastered on your face?..

Okay. I shall stop ranting now..

If you are reading this just take a moment and appreciate what you have.
Love what you got. =D

Leonut

342 : How old would you go?

An interesting topic came up with friends a while back.
Shin Y covered this a while back though.

 The rule of thumb for... Dating Age!

Apparently its your age divide your age by 2 and add 7(for male) to get the minimum age you can date before being a awkward age gap..

So lets say you are a youthful age of 25. The youngest you can ever date is...

25/2 + 7 = 19.5..  so...

The answer is 20?

Which actually seems really reasonable.

Similarly..
When i'm 23 i wouldn't mind dating someone who is 32..
I would love the sense of maturity. Lol

Its the maximum/minimum age depending on who you prefer an older or younger partner.
But anyways, this one is a straight couple thing so i'm not sure if it applies for gay couples.

Any agreements or disagreements? =P
Leonut

**In a way this doesn't say how old you can date. It says how old before people will give you the awkward face. Like when you tell someone "i'm dating someone which is 55" people give you the weird eye type..*

341 : I'm back!

The moment he walked in the plane, veined muscled arms, an amazing chest, sharp features and not to mention a body hugging tight shirt, he instantly caught the attention of the girls in the group, sparking gossip and jokes in the plane. 

Like normal flights, I would usually sleep through or at least try my best to sleep through the flight. This retarded Dora the explorer mix the boy from up girl sitting I front of me just annoyed the hell of me. Her stupid chuckle would last what sounds like ages, piercing into my dream bubble each time, bringing me back to reality from my fantasy cuddle hot guy land.  Child's innocent laughs? More like a troll cooking her next meal. 

Surprisingly the thing that made me woke up fully wasn't her, but was a crowd of air steward in tight clothes rushing to the attention of the guy behind me- Mr. Hot muscles. 

He was on the verge of fainting in the plane. Air stewards brought him those over priced 3 ringgit mineral water bottle as well as paged for a doctor in the plane while his girlfriend fan him constantly. Apparently he is prone to light headedness, having fainted once before and often have the feeling of dizziness. 

Quite unexpected that the hot guy walking form the isle with full confidence and a commanding aura would have an Achillies' Heel like this. Goes to show no matter how sexy and yummy you are in the outside, it's what it's on the inside that counts. .

As he gets upgraded to premium class, I shall enjoy what my money would allow me to eat, a hot cup. 

3 hours left when i typed this and i'm home now. =)

Night nights. 

Love, 

Leonut

339 : New Year Resolution

I won't remember nuts about my new years resolution 2 weeks from now so i shall make it them really simple ones..

2013 resolutions :
1. Get fit.
As every other resolution made by anyone there, get fit.
I been carrying baby fats on my tummy since I can remember. It ain't funny when your belly jumps when you jump as well..
Its just really mild belly but sigh..
I'm almost to my 6 pacs, so close yet so far!
Getting fatter everyday since i got back.. -.-

2. Pass all my papers
Don't screw up exams.
Retaking ain't cheap..

3. Potato

Banana
(Edit :My favorite words.. lol.. I use them alot..) 

Yups.. Thats all.
Short and sweet.
Anything else will come as the year goes by. No point planning every step of the year huh?

Have a great year!
See you guys in a week(Or more)!

Leonut

304 : Stay Safe!

Really disturbing status update today by Pang Khee Tiek.

Go read the status!

Really surprise about it.. Every community has its goods and bads but seriously..
The LGBT community is already under fire all the time by the government, we don't need more reasons for public to shun us.
In another note, i guess the LGBT community isn't all that innocent.
With Grindr, Jack'd and many more, most people are given access to quickies anytime of the day, just buzz, meet and do it.
Lol, i know what i wana say but i'm just too tired to word it out properly..
If i make sense i make sense?

Anyways, just be careful alright?
Leonut.

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And for people like CX that don't have a facebook.. Lol

"ADVISORY FOR USERS OF LGBT DATING APPS & WEBSITES

To fellow members of the Rainbow Community, 

In the past 20 years, the internet has provided many LGBTIQ organisations and individuals with platforms to express our thoughts and identities in a relatively safe environment. One of the communities that has flourished as a result of this is Seksualiti Merdeka, where people of all sexual orientations and gender identities can come together in support of each other. 

Recently, Seksualiti Merdeka has received a certain information from a trustworthy ally. According to our source, a Malaysian mainstream television company is planning to do an exposé on social networking apps (on mobile phones) and websites that cater to the LGBTIQ community, specifically those that offer personal dating services. We were informed that this TV company will be hiring people to infiltrate these apps and websites and disguise themselves as looking for dates. 

Seksualiti Merdeka fears that the resulting conversations and photos between the moles and LGBTIQ individuals may be shown in a television programme that portrays LGBTIQs in a negative light. While Seksualiti Merdeka supports the right to freedom of expression, we believe that the intentions of the producers of this television exposé are negative in nature and the results may cause more harm than good. 

As a result we would like to advise members of the LGBTIQ community to exercise vigilance and care when interacting with strangers online. We urge you to employ discretion and common sense practices:
· Don’t give out your vital personal information to total strangers. 
· Don’t share your photos, especially ones that may compromise your identity. 
· Don’t meet a person you have just met online in a secluded area.
· If the person's conversation is making you uncomfortable, seem too probing, or is pressuring you into meeting or revealing certain information, stop interacting with the person immediately.

It is not Seksualiti Merdeka’s wish to spread panic and fear throughout the community. Despite the seriousness of this matter, we advise everyone to remain calm, exercise discretion and be supportive of one another. If you have any friends who you think may be at risk of being implicated in this exposé, please pass on this advisory to them.

Please inform us if you have any concerns or additional information about this matter. 

Thank you. 

Be safe and stay fabulous."
-Pang

289 : Our "Symptoms"

An article popped up on my news feed today.

A published article by our Malaysian Education Ministry titled "Guidelines to identify gay and lesbian symptoms published"

Can read the full article here or the facebook article here

Apparently we are now a sickness to be having gay "symptoms".
I find this really funny, imagine the ministry discussing this topic and the reporters write down what "symptoms" we have, especially the third trait which reads "Attracted to men".
No shit Sherlock?

Of all things the nation pays tax for, the ministry uses to tax money to research on these..

To all those narcissistic straight men out there.. They gonna get yea! Lol

Seriously?..

How many of these traits you fit?
I only qualify for the "attracted to men" trait..
My sister says i'm having an identity crisis. LOL

Leonut

An update responds by Pang here.
Government gone too far?.. =/

204: Bersih 3.0

Anyone went for Bersih3.0?
If you did i hope you were safe during the whole event.
It was tragic hearing about the 3 deaths that occurred during the rally.

I went for the Melbourne's Bersih3.0 yesterday.
The rally was really peaceful and controlled.
With different speakers briefing about the unfair electoral procedures currently present,
It really got everyone's spirits high, signs and banners displayed and flags waving everywhere.

Wearing a bersih shirt and holding a Malaysian flag, i never felt more patriotic.
Though i know attending the rally would not make a big difference but i hope the 85 cities around the world together would create enough pressure on the Malaysian Government to make a change.
Logging to facebook and it was just filled with yellow! It was really nice seeing pictures of friends in different parts of the world also participating in event in their respective cities.

Hopefully next year we would not have a Bersih4.0?
I would really like to participate in the Bersih in Malaysia although i know chances of my parents getting a heart attack(touchwood) and calling every 5 min would most likely occur but heh. I would be a great experience.

Stay Safe everyone!

"Hidup Hidup! Hidup Bersih!"

Leonut.

179 : My generation.

I'm sure most of you Malaysians, Singaporeans or Indonesians have watched this already,
Yes i know, i am a bit slow with all these, forgive me for being busy.

My generation.
This video just brought be back 10 years.
When i was in primary school,
Standard 1 and 2,

I remember before class started we used to play that eraser game,trying to "eat" each other's erasers but with pokemon erasers. The school bookshop used to sell them for 20sens a small pokemon eraser, 50sens for the big ones. It dint matter the colours were way off, pikachu having a green cheek or charizard being pink, it was still a game. Believing the erasers to have a sort of power, one guy was popular with his powerful eraser that no one could win.

Another game would be stapling the bottom of the erasers, or stabbing a mechanical pencil lead into the eraser, allowing it to glide across the table and knocking the opponent's eraser off the table and being declared the winner. There was a set back though, the erasers would break often and or your paper getting dirtier when you decide to use the lead part of the eraser to erase something.

Pepsi Cola One Two THREE! Everyone jumped out 3 steps on each count, making the circle bigger before the game master attacks the adjacent person with a swipe of the feet, trying to hit the foot of his victim. The suspends of not knowing how the attack was going to happen just kills you when you are the remaining two left in play!

The game they played in the bus, batu seremban, Jump rope, lolipop lipstick, PJK(outdoor games), everything they did on the video just makes me miss home more. Our youth, our generation grew up with these games but all these memories stored away long forgotten. I love this video, makes me feel young again, makes me remember the times when we were carefree, where everyone was a friend and school was where everyone was.

Did this video trigger any forgotten memories for you?

Love,
Leo