35: Responsibility, Passion, and Opportunity.

If you were forced to forgo one between responsibility, passion, and opportunity, which would you have the heart to forgo?  Im at a state of dilemma.. Forgoing one seems to be the only thing that might solve this dilemma but i really don't have the heart to give up one..

What do you guys think? Or should I try my best and fight through the month, knowing there are many obstacles ahead which might even result in me having let go of all three?..
Im so confused!! Risk or no risk?..

Flash mob happening in sunway (25/6),
Klex :P

34: Digging out my plastic smile.

So i haven't been using my plastic smile for a long time now, never had a reason to, but some how today just seem a reason to hide my anger and emotion. Smile away while burning with anger!!

There is a group project coming up soon, taking 10% of our overall results. Forming groups of 6, i was asked to join a group with the class smart-asses. I really dint mind at first but now.. Its just frustrated how they expect everyone to be a perfectionist freak like them.
Today we had a meeting, discussing the presentation and the decorations for the project. At the end of the presentation, the smart ass Asunta'rians pointed at me and told me to summarize all the information collected by everyone. Stacks of wordy paper was just passed to me like that. I was initially okay with it until i remembered I had previously promised a friend to have dinner with her for her birthday today and was also going to be busy the weekend due to a performance coming up, so i told them i couldn't summarize everything by this week, presentation is next week.. Then Bloody hell them!!
They said "oh i know you can do it!" And upon finding out i had to leave for Mv at 5 and was staying till late, they said "Then do everything by 5 before you go okay?" with the stupid smiles on their face.
Wana bitch slap the 2 bitches i tell you!! There were 6 pages paper that were practically dictionary pages!! Full of words and individual facts, when i asked how to summarized them i was given the reply "Dunno, but i know you know how to lar"...
People from Asunta Girl School come out narrow minded, self centered, sexist and partial brain damaged. They think that they are the best in the world etc etc. BITCHES!! Half the class hates them. 
Sorry if im steriotyping but most Asunta'rians I've met are like that.

I have tons of work to get done before i leave later and im still blogging.. lol
For now i dont think im going to sleep tonight again..
NOCTURNAL MAN AWAY!! :P

Shutup and smile,
Klex

33: Here we go again.

Here we go again, i kinda wanna be more then friends.
So take it easy on me, i'm afraid you're never satisfied.

Haha, he aint the cutest guy but he is to me!
He is a damn nice person,
He loves dancing,
He listens to Kpop,
He dances kpop
He is learning latin dancing. *BONUS*
He loves photography,
He has the smallest feet!! LOL. :P

Sadly im positive I will just be a fling for me.. Don't think he is a plu anyways. Or is he?.. haha
Until the point of realization, I can get my dosage of happiness. XP

Love,
Klex

32: Aye or no?

Today during my law lecture, my lecturer was telling us about voting for public bills in the parliment,
The members would vote with "aye" or "no" when voting for or against the bill.
My lecturer had to use same sex couples as an example for the class to vote.. lol
There are two styles of voting, on-the-voices voting(a verbal vote) and division voting(formal voting)
So, she goes by saying start with the verbal vote, the class started randomly screaming aye and no around. The guys were screaming "Aye!!" as a joke, those ass.. The girls were saying "no", those asses too.. lol, majority wins, the Aye's won due to the guys randomly screaming.
Formal voting, she goes up and points to a random girl and ask "aye or no". My mind was like WTF WTF WTF, if she asks me im dead. She then proceeds to say "example A votes for aye then he votes fo........" lol, eventually she did pick me and gave an example that i was from PAS.. lol

Feeling much better now a days. Chicken essence, no matter how horrible it taste, actually helps. :P

Love,
Klex

31: Do you see what i see?

Many guys only see the flaws in themselves.
Its pretty sad actually.
There are so many good qualities that i see in him but he chosen to neglect them, loosing them slowly, changing his personality slowly, painfully.
Each time someone tells you something or gives an advice, Open up your heart and listen. Even if you deem the advice inferior, they probably have a value that can help you one way or another. Think a little more..
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Total opposite with the top post,
There is this guy with total disregard for his flaws.
Yes there is a good thing but to only a certain point.
When you know you have a flaw, improve on it slowly without it consuming you.
But that's not the case this time.
I know its mean for me calling you dumb but BITCH! START STUDYING!!
Im not the smartest person in class but i can confirm with you that you are the dumbest and the laziest person in class and at the end of the year, you will regret, when everyone is going to their desired uni, you will be stuck with horrible results that cant get you far in life.
Getting single digits aren't a laughing matter and you mixing with friends that don't care about your well being don't help either.
I hope you wake up and break from your fantasy world before its too late.
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I care about people too much sometimes.. In addition to my breathing problems, i have minor headaches all through the day now, woke up with a killer shoulder muscle ache that hurts so badlyyyy. I am not a happy boy now.. :(

Love,
Klex

30: Little Straighness in Me.

Okay, there are times i question my sexuality. Haha, usually the other way around for most plu's.. lol
There are many incidents that had happened before but lets talk about today.
We had this dance performance today for an event. There were around 7 dances and one of them was a dance involving 10 dancers, 5 girls and 5 guys, one of them was me.
The girls (NOT SLUTS!) wore damn short skirts for their dance performance, they looked damn hot!! Us guys were only the backup dancers for them.
So, before the performance, 2 of my friend wanted a pimp picture with them. Each of them having their solo chance to take the most pimp picture with the girls to impress their facebook friends. Of course i did too!! Haha.
After my picture with them, OMG! I blushed bright red for no reason. SO EMBARRASSING!! I could feel my ears and face heating up!!
Thank god the blush died off fast and we had the most awesome performance ever!!
Will post a video of the dance if i get a chance. Stay tuned!! :P

Love,
Klex

29: Doctor visit

Been having breathing difficulties for the pass few weeks now.
Finally told my mum and she insisted me to see a doctor which i absolutely hate doing.
Apparently my parents were expecting the worst. Saying i might have a heart problem etc etc. (Broken heart maybe? :P)
The doctor checked my heart rate, throat and nostrils.
Conclusion?
He says i might be too stressed.
Wonderful, my stress is actually showing through now. :(