There is a hole in my heart,
left by him,
the one that i gave half of it to,
without knowing the consequences.
To think i expected an exchange to occur,
how blind i was to not be able to see it was never going to happen..
My brain tells me to leave and avoid confrontation,
My heart tells me to pursue and take the risk..
I'm just feeling hollow now suddenly starting to avoid him,
I've been seeing him everyday for almost a month,
I need more time to adapt to the change in routine..
There's an hole in my heart,
waiting to be filled..