Thursday, 5 July 2012

254 : Ironic

It's really ironic..
I rejected a guy last week and now i'm feeling like crap..

He went out with someone he just met today.
They had a movie and lunch together,
Made out in the cinema and sharing drinks together.

Heh...
He told me that they are just friends and all but..
I just can't help but feel jealous..

I'm not suppose to be..
I rejected the guy right?..

I really don't understand my heart..
That day he asked me do i have any feelings for him and i couldn't answer..
But i answered "no" anyway and i think i broke his heart..

Even if i said yes it wouldn't work out right?
People just get bored of me fast always.
Saving myself a heart break..
Adding distance to the equation..

I don't know..
I just feel so fucked up..  :(

24 comments:

  1. TBH, it sounded fucked up but I thik it's normal.

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    1. It is? I guess its pretty common..

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  2. You rejected for a reason right? Remind yourself of the reason.

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  3. perhaps you just need a little more confident on yourself

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    1. Still finding the confidence in me..

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  4. I need to ironic my shirt :P

    that's normal, and that's jealousy, you're not jealous about the guy because you have a reason to reject him.

    You're jealous about what he has now [someone to do things together] but remember, what you want is not just someone. The-person-you-want must be The One.

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    1. Thanks Malimo. I'm feeling exactly what you said lo.. Haih.... =/

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    2. feeling what? ironic my shirt? XD [ready for slap hug]

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  5. Is okay you will find a guy who will not get bored of you forever. =)

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    1. Haha, i'm still waiting for him to come.. :P

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  6. Its better to say no now then later only to regret not saying it earlier..

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    1. Yea thats what i thought.. But i'm still not sure..

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  7. haha yes it's ironic.. it's always like that.. when you are given something you don't want it, but once it's no longer yours then you'll feel like you want it.

    But like the guys above said, prob just jealousy. You want what he has, and you think it's him, but it's probably not. It's like you like the idea of having him, but not actually having him. hahaha does that make sense? lol :P

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    1. Haha, you always make perfect sense to me la.

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    1. Lol, yea i should keep to that promise to myself.

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  9. You rejected him, and you guys still keep-in-touch ?

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    1. Yea. I actually cut him off totally.. But i felt bad.. Is it weird if we do?..

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    2. I mean, if I rejected a guy, I wouldn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

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    3. I actually did so.. but he is damn persistent so we still talk and skype..

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