It's really ironic..
I rejected a guy last week and now i'm feeling like crap..
He went out with someone he just met today.
They had a movie and lunch together,
Made out in the cinema and sharing drinks together.
Heh...
He told me that they are just friends and all but..
I just can't help but feel jealous..
I'm not suppose to be..
I rejected the guy right?..
I really don't understand my heart..
That day he asked me do i have any feelings for him and i couldn't answer..
But i answered "no" anyway and i think i broke his heart..
Even if i said yes it wouldn't work out right?
People just get bored of me fast always.
Saving myself a heart break..
Adding distance to the equation..
I don't know..
I just feel so fucked up.. :(
I rejected a guy last week and now i'm feeling like crap..
He went out with someone he just met today.
They had a movie and lunch together,
Made out in the cinema and sharing drinks together.
Heh...
He told me that they are just friends and all but..
I just can't help but feel jealous..
I'm not suppose to be..
I rejected the guy right?..
I really don't understand my heart..
That day he asked me do i have any feelings for him and i couldn't answer..
But i answered "no" anyway and i think i broke his heart..
Even if i said yes it wouldn't work out right?
People just get bored of me fast always.
Saving myself a heart break..
Adding distance to the equation..
I don't know..
I just feel so fucked up.. :(
:(
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DeleteTBH, it sounded fucked up but I thik it's normal.
ReplyDeleteIt is? I guess its pretty common..
DeleteYou rejected for a reason right? Remind yourself of the reason.
ReplyDeleteWill do. Thanks. =)
Deleteperhaps you just need a little more confident on yourself
ReplyDeleteStill finding the confidence in me..
DeleteI need to ironic my shirt :P
ReplyDeletethat's normal, and that's jealousy, you're not jealous about the guy because you have a reason to reject him.
You're jealous about what he has now [someone to do things together] but remember, what you want is not just someone. The-person-you-want must be The One.
Thanks Malimo. I'm feeling exactly what you said lo.. Haih.... =/
Deletefeeling what? ironic my shirt? XD [ready for slap hug]
Delete*SLAP HUG!~* hahaha
DeleteIs okay you will find a guy who will not get bored of you forever. =)
ReplyDeleteHaha, i'm still waiting for him to come.. :P
DeleteIts better to say no now then later only to regret not saying it earlier..
ReplyDeleteYea thats what i thought.. But i'm still not sure..
Deletehaha yes it's ironic.. it's always like that.. when you are given something you don't want it, but once it's no longer yours then you'll feel like you want it.
ReplyDeleteBut like the guys above said, prob just jealousy. You want what he has, and you think it's him, but it's probably not. It's like you like the idea of having him, but not actually having him. hahaha does that make sense? lol :P
Haha, you always make perfect sense to me la.
DeleteSingle till 25, no? (:
ReplyDeleteLol, yea i should keep to that promise to myself.
DeleteYou rejected him, and you guys still keep-in-touch ?
ReplyDeleteYea. I actually cut him off totally.. But i felt bad.. Is it weird if we do?..
DeleteI mean, if I rejected a guy, I wouldn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
DeleteI actually did so.. but he is damn persistent so we still talk and skype..
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