I just realize how pathetic i really am, not exactly in a depressed, you-should-jump-off-a-building type of pathetic, but rather a dumb type of pathetic.
Without realizing i do the most stupid stuff which people do notice..
Last week while working, i was clearing the waste food off a porcelain bowl, shaking the dense gravy off into a big bin, i was thinking to myself "Wow this bowl is really heavy", and boom! I dropped the whole bowl into the bin. Before i could even process what was going on i heard "I saw that!! Hahahaha", from a new work mate. Had to go into the kitchen and get it out.. First impression - Gone.
Was playing cluedo with few friends. I totally forgot i had a the "living room" card and when the super competitive M accused in the living room and lost, he demanded to know who had the card.. Which then i realize i did... EMBARRASSING!! Played all the old games with them too like "Split, categories and heartattack" too which resulted in me getting punish "indian drum" style, twice.
Wanted to drink water today, picked up the flask and saw there was only a bit of water left, thinking i could finish it and then boil more water, i poured the flask water into a cup. There were still excess in the flask so i took a sip from the cup and refilled the cup. "Damn there is still little more", i thought to myself, so i took another sip and fill.. And again.. and again.. Apparently, thanks to my awesome perception of volume quantity, i couldn't tell the water inside the flask was enough for 2 cups of water.. So i finished one cup of water on the spot just to finish the fill the flask again..
I often don't know what people are talking about. Even if they are topics of my interest. Its like i know only the tip of the ice bergs for each topic yet they always go into dept. And when they talk about it i pray they don't ask my opinions which they tend to do which result to me saying "er.. I'm not sure le.." with the blurest face in the world. Its not only that but i always say something totally out of topic which often results in stares from everyone..
Another reason why i am so pathetic, You. I fell in love with you and after 8 months the feelings are still there. :(
Basically to summarize.. i just realize how dumb and blur i am..
I should just dye my hair blonde and keep it that way..
Blurr~
Leonut
Without realizing i do the most stupid stuff which people do notice..
Last week while working, i was clearing the waste food off a porcelain bowl, shaking the dense gravy off into a big bin, i was thinking to myself "Wow this bowl is really heavy", and boom! I dropped the whole bowl into the bin. Before i could even process what was going on i heard "I saw that!! Hahahaha", from a new work mate. Had to go into the kitchen and get it out.. First impression - Gone.
Was playing cluedo with few friends. I totally forgot i had a the "living room" card and when the super competitive M accused in the living room and lost, he demanded to know who had the card.. Which then i realize i did... EMBARRASSING!! Played all the old games with them too like "Split, categories and heartattack" too which resulted in me getting punish "indian drum" style, twice.
Wanted to drink water today, picked up the flask and saw there was only a bit of water left, thinking i could finish it and then boil more water, i poured the flask water into a cup. There were still excess in the flask so i took a sip from the cup and refilled the cup. "Damn there is still little more", i thought to myself, so i took another sip and fill.. And again.. and again.. Apparently, thanks to my awesome perception of volume quantity, i couldn't tell the water inside the flask was enough for 2 cups of water.. So i finished one cup of water on the spot just to finish the fill the flask again..
I often don't know what people are talking about. Even if they are topics of my interest. Its like i know only the tip of the ice bergs for each topic yet they always go into dept. And when they talk about it i pray they don't ask my opinions which they tend to do which result to me saying "er.. I'm not sure le.." with the blurest face in the world. Its not only that but i always say something totally out of topic which often results in stares from everyone..
Another reason why i am so pathetic, You. I fell in love with you and after 8 months the feelings are still there. :(
Basically to summarize.. i just realize how dumb and blur i am..
I should just dye my hair blonde and keep it that way..
Blurr~
Leonut
awwww. you are so cute ! let me squeeze you !
ReplyDeleteYou are not pathetic . It's just so happened that bad moments occur on you. I always feel the way you are feeling right now. I was kinda immuned to it already.
Haha, can squeeze me?? :PP
DeleteIts not exactly me feeling pathetic but people's perception of me la.. Like those english bulldogs like that, easy to bully type.. lol
the last one~ i'm the same. i know most things on the surface. when they ask my opinion, i would stare at them with my big, watery eyes (puke >.<) and say 'er...' as long as possible. n i'm kinda blonde naturally. guess it's in my genes. LOL
ReplyDeleteHaha, we blonde together!! =DD
DeleteWell, blondes do have more fun haha!
ReplyDeleteSometimes being a little blonde (not intentionally, those are just fake) can be quite endearing to some people. Rather than being a smart ass all the time, sometimes doing or saying silly things makes you... more approachable in a way, because people feel less intimidated, and they tend to open themselves more to you in return :P
Eh true! I never thought about that before. But yet someone once told me "Eh, you get too attached too easily la!". Its like always i feel like family with people i just met.. Dangerous trait.. Later i walk away with strangers.. lol
DeleteThe water one was funny. I can imagine me laughing while lying on the floor if i were to witnessed that. Anyway it's just a little adorable part of you. Don't worry your prince would find that charming!!
ReplyDelete-.-''
DeleteYou don't know how dumb i felt after.. I had to look around in case my family saw.. Haha
They say... blonds get all the fun =P
ReplyDeletehaha, dont think too much lah... =D
Hehe, i'm yet to turn blonde to find out. =P
Deleteppl here r basically pulling ur leg. not sure which leg though. nicey ppl. :P btw u had summarised well for an old man symptom. lol... kidding...
ReplyDeleteWhich leg do you wanna pull?.. haha!
DeleteOMG! YOU ARE RIGHT!! I'M GETTING OLD!! O.o