222 : Losing faith?..

Our type of relationship..

Same sex relationships..

A few friends were talking to me about these on separate occasions..

About how they lost faith in gay relationships..

How it never lasts, where it always ends in a heart break..

And we will grow old alone.

Do you think it's true?..

One friend of mine told me he wish he was born straight,

He is still desperately trying to fall in love with girl, hoping one day he can change his preference.

It may sound a futile effort but you can't blame him..

A few years ago a Malaysian couple stayed in uk unlawfully.

They applied for refugee statues and were granted it on the stance that their country forbids their type of relationship.

They were so amiable in a way, running away together due to a forbidden relationship,

The relationship however, became bitter soon after..

An example on how the strongest of hearts could just be broken like that..

Stereotyped gay relationships are where dicks run the whole thing, 

When you get bored you just move on and find another.

So often..

Most relationships never even last past 1 year..

Some people even says that gay relationships should be counted differently,

Something like cat years or dog years. 

Gay relationships are the sweetest in my opinion though.

How 2 individuals manage to overcome all the challenges a LGBT individual face,

And manage to find happiness.

But is it only temporary?

The government have a part to blame for all these,

If it was treated more equally like other straight relationships, we wouldn't face so much of these problems..

If marriage would be allowed, gay relationships would be recognized as a real relationship and less breakups would occur out of plain meaningless reasons.

And if we manage to get child rights couples would have more reasons to stay together for the sake of the child too.. 

In a way, locking down the relationship..

I'm just trying to stay hopeful..

That I would find someone that last..

That I would not fall victim to a stereotype relationship. 

Since last time I guess I'm just scared..

Having flings just so I can feel better but what good is that..

I'm just feeling more depressed before..

I never cried so hard before, yet I just don't know why..

"It's better to grow old rich and alone rather then growing old poor and alone. Studies comes first" 
-Leonut

Hope I can take my own advice.. 

Exams are soon..

Leonut..