103 : Ma duck

Its been so long since i spent money to buy anything just for the sake of making myself happy. So today, i decided to to buy soft toy duck.. since ducks are so freaking cute!!

Woke up early in the morning to go midvelley. My god.. The whole building.. i found only 2 shops that sell ducks.. Such a disappointment!!
The second i found the duck! I got so excited!! It was so freaking cute!! but i was a little hesitance.. Should i buy?? It was 80 bucks..
Then suddenly.. a couple walked by me, picked up the exact duck i put down a min ago and started checking the quality and all.
In my mind :"OMFG!! DONT BUY IT, DONT BUY IT!! PLEASE!! I WANT THE YELLOW DUCK!!!! TAKE THE BLACK ONE!!" (it was the last duck..)
As if my prayers were answered.. They put down the duck!!
Swiped the duck the second they left and ran to the counter to pay! haha!

Its just so cute!! With a small quote by the side saying "Give me a hug!"

Anyways! The reason to buy a duck? To



Cuddling my new duck to a nap,
Ck <3

102 : Mixed rants.

1. Children
Only yesterday i commented on someone's blog saying i really don't like little kids. There are super annoying etc etc. But something changed that today. So my Singaporean cousin came to visit with their son. Just a little boy around 3 or 4 years old. He calls me "大表叔". Haha, so freaking cute the way he calls me!! Okay, i was still terrified of him. What if i do something, and he cries or something??
Anyways, today while we were walking to a restaurant for dinner, being a little kid, he was running along the black tiles against the white ones. So naturally his dad told him don't go running around, hold someone's hand. Then the little boy came over to me and reach for my hand. AWWWWWWWWW!! My heart melted!
So after spending some time with "khai khai", i find that little children are an okay for me now.. as long as they are brought up properly.

2. Self Control

Resist the urge to sms "I miss you". Before the glue dries and is strong enough, dont touch the broken heart pieces.

3. Gaga
Lady gaga's performance in the EMA!! The screen shots looks amazing!! but.. I cant bring myself to watch it.. Each time i hear gaga's songs.. reminds me of him and how he loves gaga. I still can recall his voice singing You and I.. i cant..

4. Regarding my post 101

Okay.. few people says their appetite was ruin by the bamboo clam (thanks ooi2009!), so i decided to post some pictures of my favorite dish i ate just now.. XD

Sang har noodles!!

The prawn...

To die for!! The waitress stood there for a good 2 mins wondering if she should change my plate cause i was clearly done with the dish but was scrapping the little pieces of meat from the shell.. haha

The only reason i toke this picture cause i really liked the platting..

The most unique thing i've eaten tonight.. Fish scale jelly with lychee and lime. Oddly it tasted wonderful! The jelly practically melts in your mouth and has this tangy fishy taste but at the just right amount.. Awesomeness!!

 

Short and Sweet,

Love,
Ck

101 : The penis clam??

 Went for a steamboat buffet dinner in ss2 today. Rm27 for all you can eat buffet steam boat. =]

They had this clams called the jackknife clam as google has now informed me.. I had eaten them lots of times before but this time.. upon closer inspection.. I realize they look like a penis..  Does it to you?? haha

Penis??

Just had to take a picture..

Tasted horrible though.. They dint clean it properly hence the black sandy center that was totally gross! Felt so bad, toke about 5 of them and dint eat any of them..

Anyways. Dinner there was awesome! Its called Plus One or something.. Go check it out! =D

Still very full,
Ck

100 : Poem from a loved one.

"A chapter over,

another page turned,

another heart broken,

another lesson learned,

there are times we will cry, there are times we will fall,

but other times we learn, he wasn't worth it at all."
-Cyren Wong 2011

Haha, 100th post dedicated for you my dear friend Cyren! Thanks for always being there for me!!
Now stop staying over in uni before you get raped by a *ghost.

*Ray in a ghost costume? haha

Single,
Ck

99 : Young Activist

Today Cyren introduced me to a young boy.
Whats so special about him?
The way he comments on hate groups and fight for rights.
My god, his only 16!!

One of his many comments :
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"Don't you think it's a little too far to go to an extent where you create a HATE-group to prevent people who share consensual love to be together mainly using 'Allah' or 'God' as a base point? I understand Malaysia is a secular country but we are forgetting something far more important here. Do you actually think god or any higher-being whatsoever would approve of your condemnation and hate towards other people who are clearly harmless and in no way whatsoever has any inclination that would hurt others?

What the couples in the pictures are doing is nothing but merely love between each other and for the child, what's so wrong with that? I'm really confused! Do you have any idea at all how many teenagers have killed themselves because they were gay?Because of the discrimination from society? And in case if you didn't know, NO ONE CHOSE TO BE GAY anymore than you chose to be straight! Why would someone choose to be hated or discriminated by the society or worse of all, having to face the extremely scary process of telling your conservative parents that might kick you out, that you are gay? Wouldn't life be easier if we were all straight?

But guess what? Gays, lesbians, bisexuals and transgendered people do exist in this world and nothing can change that. So why the hell are you hating on them for something they cannot change when you can just accept them for who they are and make this world a better place to be in? FUN FACT : Homosexuality exists in over 400+ species in animals, but homoPHOBIA only exists in one, which is the human species. Which one is unnatural now? Worst of all you are taking away their rights as a human being to love merely because of their sexual orientation. This is just sad.

I really don't know what is this 'keakhiran zaman' you guys are speaking of. If there's any cause of 'keakhiran zaman', it's ignorance. It's far more easier to hate than to actually try and understand. Please do a proper research and make sure you actually understand the LGBTQ community before you condemn them. Good day
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He writes like a pro! Im sure he will do well in uni research projects.. LOL
Really admire how he is so active is defending our rights.
When i was his age i was still crushing over my first love. lol!
Feel so bad that the longest post in my blog aren't even my words..

What were you guys doing at the age of 16? Closet? Having "fun"? haha

Love,
Ck

98 : Numb

Numb.. Stressed.. Frustrated.. Annoyed..
I'm getting very moody and emo because of the weather..
Because of exams.. because of the direction my life is going..
Because imy..

My eyes hurt..
When i go to sleep.. i see you..
I have the similar dreams as the past..
Every single time..

Part of me refuse to believe..
I'm holding on..
I'm doing things that conflicts with everything i want to do..
I dont believe..
I need to focus..

Fly?..
Ck..

97 : Exams

Half way writing a letter during the english paper..
"Attention students, you have 5 mins left, please ensure that you write your name, write your......"
Ck: "FK FK FK FK FK FK FK FK FK"
I rush through the whole damn letter. Thank god it was a letter of complaint, just bitch about how fictionally unsatisfied i was. That moment, i literally saw a B flash in my head, i saw my ATAR dropping, my uni applications rejected, me crying when the results came out. OMG! its only the first paper and all this flashing in my mind. lol

Ck: "SIGN THE NAME AND..."
"Times up, please put down your pens!"
Ck: "YESHHH FINISHED!!"

And then i looked at the content that i just wrote down... I couldn't read my writing.. 1 down, 4 to go??

Lol,
CK