96 :

I feel this heavy burden on my heart..
I miss you dear..
I really really miss spending time with you..
All i get now a days are sms's during your between times..
When you take a 5 min break from studies, before you sleep..
After my reply, you wont reply till your next break..
I feel very frustrated..
I feel a heartache..

I know you are having exams..
But i really wish i had 10 mins of your day everyday..
Where you wont worry about your exams, where you will talk to me like before..

I dont dare call you.. I dont dare interrupt your studying..
The last time i ask you if you would go for a walk with me..
You told me needed to study..
I understand.. but i died a little inside..

People keep telling me to stop thinking so much..
But im not thinking.. Its how im feeling..
I feel very hurt...
Like you dont love me anymore..

Dear..
I sure you dont mean it..
I know i should talk to you about this personally,
but i figure writing it here would be the best, when you are reading this, im sure you wont feel so stressed, when your exam is over, and you have free time..
I know, i know.. After your exams..
I just hope this feeling goes away soon...

Good Luck for your exams dear...
Love you..

95 : Perfect person?

Everyone says that there is no such thing as a perfect person, usually, there is a counter balance in their personality..
A smart person is usually shy,
A jock usually average in studies,
A talented person usually lacking in another field..

Its like playing sims, we were only created with that many points, Add few points to looks, a few to intelligence, a few to outgoing, a few to penis length anything else.
In my case, i think i have lots of points unused..
Anyways!!

There is a girl in my class.. Extremely smart girl that gets top marks in all subjects in class. A person like that, you usually expect that person to have some flaw.. But no.. She has tones of friends, a multiple crushes on her, everyone loves her.. Like a perfect person! Smart, beautiful, friendly, charismatic.
WHY WHY WHY!!??
The only flaw i've found is that she takes bad photos..

Besides her, there are also a few others like her. Makes me want to scream to the sky!
"LIFE WHY U NO FAIR!"
How i wish i was like them..  Jealousy!

Okay.. this blog post is kinda retarded..
Final exams on the 1st and my brain is going haywire!! >.<

Ck

94 : ...

I had no idea where i was, it was such a foreign place..
Like an abandon urban jungle, vines were growing everywhere, but, it was full of life..
There were people everywhere, like an urban retreat, lifestyle there was luxurious, a hotel maybe?
Suddenly, i realize i was climbing multiple flights of hanging stairs..
It was towards your direction, i could feel it in my bones! I knew where you where!
There it was! That door!!
I open the door and entered the room to see you waiting for me on one of the three white single sofas in the room.. You look towards me and your warm smile greeted me.
I hug you tightly, gently kiss you on the cheek...
...
...
...
...
*Bzzzzzz* *Bzzzzzz*
My alarm rang.. a dream..
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I woke up, got dressed and it was off to college!
There you were with R studying on the exact table as you were yesterday.
As i walked up to your table filled with books and notes,
I could see you were studying very hard, i felt so proud!
But then a sudden cloud of sadness covered me..

Seem like now-a-days the only time i spent with you, you are studying..
I don't dare interrupt you..
I know this exam is very very important and i sound so selfish saying this.. but..
I miss spending time with you.. When your attention was directed only to me..
I feel neglected.. I dont get much of your time anymore..

There is nothing we can do about this.. An exam is an exam, the date is set, pulling you away to spend time with me would be inappropriate..
After a dream where we spend countless hours together, i guess i was just bumped waking up to the reality constricted by time..

I'll wait for you till the 22nd..

Your teddy bear,
Ck..

93 : Come closer..

Come closer my dear..
That's it.. touch my skin,
Savour it..
Feel around..
Is that the right spot?..
You like that?
C'mon,
Dig in..
We both know you are desperate for it..
Take your time,
Settle down..

Enjoy yourself..
Wait for it..

Wait for it..

 2 more seconds..
.
.
.
.

*WHAMP!!*
FKING DIE MOSQUITO!!!!!!
DIEE!!!
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My many failed attempts to kill mosquitoes..

Go to the blood bank for god sakes.. I need all the blood i have to get erections sustain my life..

Anyways, Thank you guys so much for the little and big tips you guys gave me!! Im so eager to try them! Scrap books, little notes and little surprises, i shall blow his mind (only his mind?) away!
Will let you guys know!

Also...
HAPPY DEEPAVALI and HAPPY HOLIDAYS
to everyone!
 I can hear the happy fireworks outside already!
Enjoy!~ <3

Love,
Ck

92 : Tips?

Anyone got some boyfriend tips?
I'm still not really sure what a boyfriend suppose to do..
Any hidden secrets or things that you do specially for your boyfriend?
Just wanted some opinions.

Wondering..
CK

91 : Princess Blows-alot

*WARNING: ANOTHER NON NONSENSICAL POST*

"Fhuuuuuuuu"
"FHUUUUUU!!!!"

After countless annoying "fhus" , i turned my head to see this girl, acting all princessy, blowing every single spec of dust and dirt off the table. MY GOD!! USE YOUR HANDS AND WIPE LA!! There is a sink and tissue only a min away!! She spent almost 10 mins blowing every corner of the table. With every single blow, my tolerance just thinned. She dint had to blow so loud right? Inconsiderate woman.. Its the study lounge for god sakes and everyone is studying.
When she was done with the table.. She went on to the chair....
It toke her a good 15 mins before she was pleased with her blowing action and actually sat down. If she was hot i would pardon her hiao'ness but she wasnt.. short chubby girl..

Funniest thing was her friend came over 2 mins later, talked abit, and she packed her stuffed and moved to another table.. Oh god.. here we go again..

Easily Annoyed,
Ck

90 : Tease!!

KL was such a tease!!
Was waiting for him in the morning today, he was running late so i sat in the lounge...
Few minutes later, i felt a presence, i looked up, OMFG!~ He was in formal wear!!
I have a formal wear fetish you see.. as of many people, and he knows too.
He looked oh so very sexy!!

KL: "You very turned on now ah??"
CK: "Yes..."

Was very very turned on indeed..
Could have raped him..
Too bad he had exams to study for and i had class..
Hahaha, i love his presence!


Love,
Ck
Dear.. You are such a tease.. haha ♥