I feel this heavy burden on my heart..
I miss you dear..
I really really miss spending time with you..
All i get now a days are sms's during your between times..
When you take a 5 min break from studies, before you sleep..
After my reply, you wont reply till your next break..
I feel very frustrated..
I feel a heartache..
I know you are having exams..
But i really wish i had 10 mins of your day everyday..
Where you wont worry about your exams, where you will talk to me like before..
I dont dare call you.. I dont dare interrupt your studying..
The last time i ask you if you would go for a walk with me..
You told me needed to study..
I understand.. but i died a little inside..
People keep telling me to stop thinking so much..
But im not thinking.. Its how im feeling..
I feel very hurt...
Like you dont love me anymore..
Dear..
I sure you dont mean it..
I know i should talk to you about this personally,
but i figure writing it here would be the best, when you are reading this, im sure you wont feel so stressed, when your exam is over, and you have free time..
I know, i know.. After your exams..
I just hope this feeling goes away soon...
Good Luck for your exams dear...
Love you..
UNfortunately at this time in your young lives, exams have to come first :) GIve him a week or two and he'll be back!
ReplyDeleteOMG. We are in the exact same situation, it's scary!! He doesn't text me much anymore these days. Maybe 3-4 times/day. And he turns down some of my requests to meet up or to hang out. And if my heart keeps dying a little all the time, it's gonna die out whole soon.
ReplyDeleteI soooo understand how ur feeling... But hang in there. Let's weather this through together. I'm sure we'll make it out. Take care.
poyo!
ReplyDeletegive and take.. :) still baru in the relationship is like that one... you will miss each other so much... like so addicted! haha..
ReplyDeletehaha u gotta admire your bf's dedication to his studies. It's a really good thing..
ReplyDeleteU just need to be the bigger person for this short period, then u guys can have all kinds of fun hahaha :P
Good things come to those who wait ;)