Wednesday, 5 October 2011

82 : Attached

Hm.. how do i start this..
I'm attached, that is undeniable...
I really love him dearly.. but..
I have this deep feeling that it wont work..
Am i horrible for having this feeling?
I really don't know why im feeling this..
Im just confused...

3 days after we first met, we got together.. Today is our weekersary i suppose?
Is the relationship too rush?... Is there such thing??
I realize when thinking what to buy for him as a birthday present that i dont know alot about him and I'm positive its a mutual thing.

Today he applied to go to Australia for a uni choice just because I'm going to Australia next year.
My pessimistic thinking just kicked in.. What if we break up? I already told him i don't want to be a factor influencing his uni choice but he said he wanted to.

GAH!! I just lost the purpose of this post..

Love you dear..


  1. yeah, congrats! :)

    I think it's super normal to have that bad feeling.. i mean look around you, the relationships of bloggers and probably your friends in real life are tumbling like nobody's business. It's hard not to be skeptical when virtually everyone I know has broken up with someone.

    But then again there are always exceptions right.. nothing is for certain. Who knows? Like what I said in one of your previous posts, just go with the flow and be in the moment.. cheers :)

  2. Congrats to you, just focus and cherish on the present. The future can still wait.

    Take time to get to know him, you'll be surprised how much bonding you'll get out of it.